Thursday, February 18, 2010

Rub in Gently.

This morning, we have Sunshine! Still have the snow, but now it is blindingly bright outside, not dismally dull.

Victoria, my brother Harry made that palm tree out of sheet metal and gave it to me a couple of years ago. It sits out by the road and I must say that I am surprised and gratified that nobody has snatched it up for scrap.

Different neighbors have complained about thievery from inside and outside of their homes in the last several weeks. I haven't noticed anything amiss or missing. Sometimes, being seen with a revolver or air soft AK 47 around town makes people think twice about messing with me and mine. Ya think?

My knitting has consisted of garter stitch patches made for the worn heels of my socks. I knit the patch then just overhand stitch it into place. Two pair down, four pair to go. Some of my heels never seem to get holes, others take mere weeks. The hand spun ones, in particular, but also a pair made from Knitpicks sock yarn and two pair Cherry Tree Hill.

I ordered Cat Bordhi's book on socks yesterday, Something Footprints.

Along with a book I once had, then gave to Sweetie's sister, Strong Women Stay Slim. After saying for over a month that I needed to go upstairs to our workout room, I finally did so yesterday. I rode the bike for 10 minutes, (and feel it in my legs today,) and did a bit of free weights. The book has all sorts of great information about eksercising and diet, (not dieting, diet,) and I used it faithfully 8 years ago, or so. And I was buff because of it.

I've have decided that it is time to begin living again, to take care of myself more, (and less of everyone else,) and to quit whining inwardly about how awful I look and feel. My life is not over.

I have decided that I will not be living in this house or this town at the end of the year.

I will pursue a healing path. More on that later.

I will seek out challenges so that I will not be bored.

Today, I may even enter my studio.


Helena Handbag said...

Much love.
(And am already looking forward to seeing you in Greencastle.)

Lady Euphoria Deathwatch said...

Hi Fuzzarelly,

Great about face. I saw it coming and was waiting for it.

Now help me out by telling me who the author of the book 'Strong Women Stay Slim' is I just may try that one out.

Where ever you end up you are sure to make your mark.

Hugs my friend, Euphoria

Knitting Linguist said...

Hooray for sunshine, and for getting back into life! It sounds to me like you're making exactly the right start (and I may need to get that book for my ownself).

k said...

Write it down, then stick it away. I did that with some goals last week. It feels good to have them outside, where they can't get lost so easily.

Blueball Mountain Spindle and Needle Works said...

So glad to see and hear you! Sometimes the strength within us gets buried and it has to fight to get out. Here's to fighting our way back to strength. And yes, life is not over yet...not by a long shot!