Monday, April 30, 2012

Damn Acid Crazed Spiders!

The depression has taken a holt of me again. I physically feel good, but I have no interest in much of anything. Haven't knit a stitch on the latest pair of socks in weeks. Allergies are kicking my ass, making my asthma act up. It's hard to do anything. Sweetie has had one day off in the last two weeks, and I am lonely and hibernating while it rains. This weekend is supposed to get into the 90s and that is only another form of miserable for me. I miss my store and my friends there.

The house is a mess and the dogs need baths. And all I want to do is sleep.

4 comments:

HelenaHandbag said...

I'm so sorry sweetie!

zippiknits said...

It's the blessed rain. It gets people down. With allergies on top of rain, Gah!

I'm sorry you are so blue and that you aren't knitting because you are good at it and it usually makes a person feel better..

((((((BIG HUGS)))))

k said...

Make a list.
start with "get dressed."
Or make a list of the things you have accomplished. Even getting dressed is a big deal. I have a doc on my computer, "Things I did today."
You get so you do something, just to write it down.
It was one of the good things about seeing a counselor. I felt so guilty about coming in every two weeks and saying, "I got nowhere," that I would do something, just to say I had done it.
So, start showing up here every two weeks and telling us one thing you did.
Because we worry.

Knitting Linguist said...

I'm so sorry that you've gotten slammed with the depression - but I'm very glad that you posted so we can send our supportive thoughts, far away though some of us might be!